She makes her wings out of paper mache and post-it notes. They are stuck to her shoulders with super-glue and wishes that she pulled out the back of her throat, and every morning she has to remake them where they have ripped in the night as she rolled over on her narrow bed. They are patched with plasters and good intentions, and coloured with her smiles.
(She smiles a lot.)
He bought his wings from other people's dreams, because he doesn't think he has the imagination to create his own. They are white pigeon feathers driven through hollow steel rods, and they keep him up at night because he can't lie down with their bulk on his shoulders.
Our yesterdays were never made of
sex and naked bones and
cold coffee morning-afters
in cold kitchens with
words of caramel coated memories
playing in the background.
Our yesterdays were made of
shy glances and mumbled hellos and
goodbyes that ended with
standing rubbing cold toes on
colder pavements and wishing
we could speak.
Our yesterdays were never made of
opened eyes and cautious good-mornings and
shared body heat in unknown rooms
with arm-round-the-waist
familiar honeys
that haven't been said before.
(So why are our tomorrows made of them?)
Eight Letter Phrases by ErraticNeurons, literature
Literature
Eight Letter Phrases
I am
tripping over the ends of my sentences and
swallowing jagged chunks of eight letter phrases
(i-l-o-v-e-y-o-u)
that hurt when they puncture
the sides of my labouring lungs
(it's getting so ha-ha-hard to breathe here)
and when they slip down
to my stomach
they rip the walls so acid burns in my bones
(you must be made of alkaline, 'cause i stop burning by you)
lately i've been
finding it hard to make my
self move when i'm not going to see you today
(cracking my knuckles don't help, it just hurts)
i'm catching myself hanging
on your words just in case you
say the three i want to hear
(eight letters, sound familiar?)
there
11 is an odd number. by ErraticNeurons, literature
Literature
11 is an odd number.
1.
Just because you like seals isn't any reason to dislike killer whales.
(I mean, learn about the food chain girl, do you not like fish or something?)
(And anyway, call them Orca's, it's prettier, and suits them better, because they're not whales at all)
(Don't hate stuff you know nothing about)
2.
Your half an inch shorter than me and my favourite person to hug.
(Because you understand that I have to know I can let go. I hate being tied to anything that could abandon me)
(I think you're one of my favourite people)
(Please keep letting me hug you whenever I feel like it, I crave human contact even though it terrifies me)
3.
Just p
I curl up in the corner
in front of the door,
so no one can get in,
and drown myself
in music lyrics and pencil shavings,
with a headphone wire trapped between
my teeth.
To stop myself
from yelling for you.
I do sit-ups,
let my aching muscles
distract me.
Not even my abdomen killing me
can stop my lungs squeezing
my heart
till it beatbeatbeats
for you.
I drag a pencil across the page
and just stare at the line.
BlackonWhite
it seems they're the only
colours I see
and all the greys in between.
In the female eye,
there are four colour receptors
and in the male
only three.
This means girls can't be colour-blind.
I
1.
I asked you why you always wanted to hold me, and you said that you had cingulomania and you couldn't help it. I asked why you always held me so tightly, like I was going to fly away, and you said that you had barophobia and didn't trust gravity enough to keep me on the ground. I asked why you always asked if you could before you ever touched me, and you said that you thought I had aphenphosmphobia and didn't want me to be scared. I asked why you knew so many phobias and manias, and you said you had been looking them up to see if there was a reason that you felt addicted to seeing me. I told you that I had philophobia and you said that yo
She makes her wings out of paper mache and post-it notes. They are stuck to her shoulders with super-glue and wishes that she pulled out the back of her throat, and every morning she has to remake them where they have ripped in the night as she rolled over on her narrow bed. They are patched with plasters and good intentions, and coloured with her smiles.
(She smiles a lot.)
He bought his wings from other people's dreams, because he doesn't think he has the imagination to create his own. They are white pigeon feathers driven through hollow steel rods, and they keep him up at night because he can't lie down with their bulk on his shoulders.
1.
I asked you why you always wanted to hold me, and you said that you had cingulomania and you couldn't help it. I asked why you always held me so tightly, like I was going to fly away, and you said that you had barophobia and didn't trust gravity enough to keep me on the ground. I asked why you always asked if you could before you ever touched me, and you said that you thought I had aphenphosmphobia and didn't want me to be scared. I asked why you knew so many phobias and manias, and you said you had been looking them up to see if there was a reason that you felt addicted to seeing me. I told you that I had philophobia and you said that yo
I curl up in the corner
in front of the door,
so no one can get in,
and drown myself
in music lyrics and pencil shavings,
with a headphone wire trapped between
my teeth.
To stop myself
from yelling for you.
I do sit-ups,
let my aching muscles
distract me.
Not even my abdomen killing me
can stop my lungs squeezing
my heart
till it beatbeatbeats
for you.
I drag a pencil across the page
and just stare at the line.
BlackonWhite
it seems they're the only
colours I see
and all the greys in between.
In the female eye,
there are four colour receptors
and in the male
only three.
This means girls can't be colour-blind.
I
11 is an odd number. by ErraticNeurons, literature
Literature
11 is an odd number.
1.
Just because you like seals isn't any reason to dislike killer whales.
(I mean, learn about the food chain girl, do you not like fish or something?)
(And anyway, call them Orca's, it's prettier, and suits them better, because they're not whales at all)
(Don't hate stuff you know nothing about)
2.
Your half an inch shorter than me and my favourite person to hug.
(Because you understand that I have to know I can let go. I hate being tied to anything that could abandon me)
(I think you're one of my favourite people)
(Please keep letting me hug you whenever I feel like it, I crave human contact even though it terrifies me)
3.
Just p
Eight Letter Phrases by ErraticNeurons, literature
Literature
Eight Letter Phrases
I am
tripping over the ends of my sentences and
swallowing jagged chunks of eight letter phrases
(i-l-o-v-e-y-o-u)
that hurt when they puncture
the sides of my labouring lungs
(it's getting so ha-ha-hard to breathe here)
and when they slip down
to my stomach
they rip the walls so acid burns in my bones
(you must be made of alkaline, 'cause i stop burning by you)
lately i've been
finding it hard to make my
self move when i'm not going to see you today
(cracking my knuckles don't help, it just hurts)
i'm catching myself hanging
on your words just in case you
say the three i want to hear
(eight letters, sound familiar?)
there
Our yesterdays were never made of
sex and naked bones and
cold coffee morning-afters
in cold kitchens with
words of caramel coated memories
playing in the background.
Our yesterdays were made of
shy glances and mumbled hellos and
goodbyes that ended with
standing rubbing cold toes on
colder pavements and wishing
we could speak.
Our yesterdays were never made of
opened eyes and cautious good-mornings and
shared body heat in unknown rooms
with arm-round-the-waist
familiar honeys
that haven't been said before.
(So why are our tomorrows made of them?)
What I should have said was
Hello, you are gorgeous.
You were walking the corridors and I was leaning against a table and putting pressure on the screws and smiles holding up your defenses. You had no words spilling from your eager mouth, and my lips were all too happy to toe the line between suave and smug. There was something in the way you blushed when you divulged your name that made my heart skitter with nostalgia and optimism for tomorrow, but my larynx was conspiring to condemn me, drinking deep from the fountain of cynicism.
What I said was
Whats up?
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What I should have said was
Your s